Living by the week
How do I explain to the seven-year-old inside me that we finally caught the lightning, but our hands weren't meant to hold…
Dr Amina Mobashir is a dedicated intensivist and physician who has spent her career at the helm of critical care. Her professional life in the ICU took a personal turn when she was diagnosed with autoimmune neuropathy, a transition that transformed her from a provider of care to a recipient of it. To navigate the weekly rhythm of her immunoglobulin infusions, she began documenting the intersection of her clinical expertise and her lived experience. Beyond the hospital and the infusion chair, she is a mother to a spirited nine-year-old and the wife of a thoracic surgeon.
Her writing offers a poignant reflection on finding agency within a nervous system in rebellion—reminding us that even when the body falters, the narrative remains ours to write.

How do I explain to the seven-year-old inside me that we finally caught the lightning, but our hands weren't meant to hold…
I woke up this Friday with an eerie weight in my chest. It wasn’t the fear of pain—I’ve grown accustomed to that….
The weight of this Friday feels different as I sit amidst the rhythmic hum of the infusion pump—a sound that usually signals…
Fridays seem to be arriving with a newfound velocity, sweeping in faster than they once did. It is a typical morning at…
This Friday, I am anchored in restlessness. I have a journey to Seoul awaiting me this Sunday, yet even the anticipated vibrance…
Last week, I returned to South Korea—a place that, for me, is synonymous with peace, comfort, and the warmest of memories. Our…
I find myself questioning whether these infusion mornings are inherently chaotic, or if they only feel that way because my own reserves…
The concept of love remains a debate in intellectual history, with definitions spanning from biological necessity to divine transcendence. Love is often…
A rut hole is a deep, narrow depression or pit carved into the earth, typically forged by the repeated passage of heavy…
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